and here we are folks. that point in recovery where i must take action and work the steps. (pauses and breathes…about 15 times)
as i’ve mentioned before, my sponsor gives me homework and has yet to check it. well, tomorrow she’s checking! and it’s a good thing because it’s the only way to keep me accountable.
to be honest, i’ve procrastinated a bit on step four. “made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.” boy, doesn’t that sound fun? i have to remind myself that recovery isn’t supposed to be all unicorns and rainbows. it’s hard, it’s work and it’s worth it.
i explained to my sponsor that i was having a hard time starting. she simply said, “pray about it”.
and that’s just what i’m going to do…pray…pray hard!